( Their weird thing, insofar as Bucky is thinking about it, has nothing to do with the future. He wasn't thinking of some eventual state they'd be in, he's not following any kind of targeted path to get there. He's just living with things as they come, dealing with things happening in the present is difficult enough. The last thing he wants to do is spiral out thinking about the future.
They might've ended their fight with never seeing one another again, but to be honest, Bucky was just mindlessly firing back. Never see each other again made for a pretty clear refute against whatever ideas he'd been forming about their dynamic. He bit out a venomous I'd like that not because it was true, but because it felt good in an exceptionally petty way. )
Obviously he's got a point.
( What with this exact moment being a thing.
This is great. This is going... great. Really. Truly. Why does he open his mouth, ever, anywhere? He'd very much like to ghost on out of this and disappear into a hammock for a few hours, or years. )
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( Their weird thing, insofar as Bucky is thinking about it, has nothing to do with the future. He wasn't thinking of some eventual state they'd be in, he's not following any kind of targeted path to get there. He's just living with things as they come, dealing with things happening in the present is difficult enough. The last thing he wants to do is spiral out thinking about the future.
They might've ended their fight with never seeing one another again, but to be honest, Bucky was just mindlessly firing back. Never see each other again made for a pretty clear refute against whatever ideas he'd been forming about their dynamic. He bit out a venomous I'd like that not because it was true, but because it felt good in an exceptionally petty way. )
Obviously he's got a point.
( What with this exact moment being a thing.
This is great. This is going... great. Really. Truly. Why does he open his mouth, ever, anywhere? He'd very much like to ghost on out of this and disappear into a hammock for a few hours, or years. )