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◣ OPEN ◢ HATCHING LOG 001

WHO: All PCs
WHAT: New characters arrive on Ethyraia, get interrogated, and settle in at the basecamp.
WHEN: May 21 onward
WHERE: Basecamp Leviathan
NOTES/WARNINGS: Potential character nudity, violence, trypophobia (images) as well as light mentions of gore, alcohol and drug-use, light aphrodisiac effects (optional), and references to mass death.


HATCHING LOG 001 ❀
CONTENT WARNINGS: potential character nudity, violence, trypophobia (images) as well as light mentions of gore, alcohol and drug-use, light aphrodisiac effects (optional), and references to mass death.

Players who participated in our TDM are welcome to keep their CR and the content of those threads. Please make sure to chat this out on the OOC intro & CR meme before making assumptions. Please take your time reading the hatching and basecamp bullets, as some items have been altered or expanded.

❀ HATCHING


Congrats, you've woken up in an egg. I'm sure this is exactly how you wanted to spend your Saturday, right? There's no time to get curious and check out the other egg sacs. By the time you've fought your way out of the membranous sac, spilled electric blue goop everywhere, wiped it out of your eyes and sundry other orifices to get your bearings, you have a spear (or a gun) leveled at your face, throat, or other vital organs. Even if you might be inclined to fight, you can barely lift your arms to protest being grabbed and dragged off. Before you can even get a word in edgewise, you've been thrown into a holding cell.

Characters will not have a chance to retrieve their items at the time of the first hatching, and may not even know there is anything left in the remaining eggs.

The holding cell stinks of something sour and acidic, like rotted citrus, but you are not alone. Several other detainees sit in similar squalid confusion, dressed strangely and equally gooey. Time to make nice, ask questions... figure out what the hell is going on, and maybe do something about all that slime?

Over the next few days, a few things become clear. Despite the alien greeting, your captors speak a language that you understand, and the unpleasant circumstances are revealed to be a matter of necessity, not choice. Supplies are low, but they ensure that the new arrivals' time imprisoned is as painless as can be — they offer hot communal showers of less than three minutes, some strange starchy meal-replacement, and medical treatment to those in need. You might strike up a conversation with your new best friend in the shower over a low soap dispenser or when you realize you might need to share towels.

The cost of these luxuries comes in the form of touch-and-go interrogation by the security officers keeping tabs on the cells and supervising the shower time.

A few notes:
Your character may get pulled away for interrogation at some point. No torture, no drugs; just questioning. If you would like to thread this out, please reply to CAPT CHILDE'S top level comment! A caveat: threads will not go beyond (TEN) NPC replies, and new tag-ins will not be responded to after MAY 24.

☆ Locals will be stopping by outside the freestanding holding cells to ogle or ask questions. Are you really going to be mean to that little kid staring at you with wide eyes?

☆ Characters will be let out for bio breaks. No one has to pee in a bucket, that's just inhumane!

Attempts to escape will probably get you tasered. If your character composes a genius jailbreak, you are welcome to submit it in the MOD QUESTION comment to work out how that might go with the NPCs!

❀ EXPLORE THE BASECAMP

On the heels of a little benign interrogation, a medical inspection, and a stern talking to by Captain Childe, the survivors at Basecamp Leviathan determine one thing: you don't appear to be an active threat.

Released from the detention center after three days, you are given the run-down by the locals — you're on a planet called Ethyraia, and the people around you are survivors of the catastrophic crash of the UCSS Adamant several years prior. You, in fact, showed up on the third anniversary of the crash. Weird coincidence, huh?

The first order of the day is having a proper meal at the mess hall — some of the Adamant's survivors will be friendlier than others. They've been stranded here for years, remember? Some of them will be so desperate to talk to someone who has news of other places, and some will be giving you the cold shoulder.

You'll be fed the same as the rest of them. A plastic plate of crumbled protein of unidentifiable origin and gravy over rice with a single wilted stalk of broccoli and a cup of the worst coffee you've ever had. Maybe somebody bumps into you and spills said coffee, maybe you make it all the way to one of the long tables set out for communal eating.

Time to strike up a chat with your neighbor — maybe ask them to pass the salt?

(What do you mean, there's no salt!?)

During this time, characters will be able to return to the Central Chrysalis where they hatched. While there are no clues as to how they got there, they might find items — their own, or someone else's. Everyone is strapped for supplies, but try not to snatch up anything that isn't yours. The security officers don't look kindly on people chasing one other down the hall, trying to get back their dirty magazines.

A few notes:
☆ Feel free to help out anywhere. Every little bit of assistance you offer to the locals will raise their estimation of you. You could easily help clean dishes after the meal, help fix leaky piping or repair hammocks. You could stop by the aid station and assist with the wounded. You'll be watched closely and some of the survivors will be warier than others, but most will appreciate the opportunity to have a 'break'.

☆ If your character leaves the basecamp and wanders outside the Leviathan, they may begin to notice that what they perhaps took as a giant cave is actually an enormous dragon. Everything that seems human-made will look varying levels of worn down, patched, repaired and patched again. This is not a place of prosperity and happiness. Many people are recently injured, or have new scars or missing limbs.

☆ PCs will be warned about the acid rain and inhospitable wildlife that they'll face if they venture beyond the shade of the dragon's wings.

❀ RECRUITMENT FAIR



You've been here for a week, had a chance to show your mettle. Maybe you've demonstrated a propensity for fixing gadgets (or plumbing!) or you have the command of a natural leader and the ability to wield a gun (or a tire iron!) to great effect. Either way, the Adamant's survivors are eager to put you to work so they can have their first real 'days off' in three years! Survivors have set up their various areas in the hopes of catching your attention and (possibly!) bolster their numbers! Feel free to wander around, talk to other PCs, and get the lay of the land.

ENGINEERING CORPS

Thorkil has welded a sign to a post out front, cheerfully painted by a gaggle of children to say "WELCOME!" The children are crowded around the area, and Thorkil is telling them stories about one of his many tattoos as you approach — he has a magnificent eagle tattooed on his arm, and in a hush he is explaining how it landed on him and tried to bite him like a mosquito, and how he slapped it and it just splattered right there on his arm and he's never been able to wash it off!

The children seem mesmerized by the story (maybe you are too?) and will scatter at the story's conclusion, tugging you over to the various areas, pointing things out excitedly. What is an Ehlers-Chau sublight engine? You're about to find out whether you like it or not! Or maybe you can teach them a thing or two. Those who seem to know their stuff will be eagerly invited on board by Thorkil.

The Engineering division has salvaged its tools and scrap from the Adamant’s wreckage, so it has all of the essentials from metal mills to CNC routers to circuitry tools. A holo projector throws schematics on the wall — a drill, a few potential shelter ideas for long-term settlement, and a new communications tower.

SECURITY DIVISION

Rémi has barely deigned to participate — and seems to have done so only at the request of some of his companions. He's sitting at an unadorned table and he is cleaning a variety of weapons. He will scowl if approached, and seems openly mistrustful of your intentions should you speak to him. Questions about how a conversation with Rémi might go may be posted to the MOD QUESTIONS thread. (Note: We will not be threading Rémi, so these questions will be handwaved!)

Characters who make a positive impression on him will open up the avenue to work for the Security Division later, but he will not be extending any offers now — please allow for a realistic period of development here!

Feel free to lean into another PC's space and comment on how frosty that dude seems! You can also survey the various weapons stored in racks, help out with building spears, the usual suspects.

THEATRE

The theatre doubles as a childcare center, and many of the NPCs bustling about seem very excited and eager for the chance to talk to anyone who ventures in to visit. The theatre is bright and cheerful, paintings have been done on the walls of scenes from children's stories featuring colorful characters.

The thespians will not only try to recruit you (for acting in a play, for teaching, for script writing, for drawing on the walls or caring for children) but they will actively put you to work if they see you standing idle longer than a moment! Your character may find themselves with a paintbrush in hand, or taking part in a recital for a play (you're free to invent one, or put a new spin on an old classic! Romeo and Julio, anyone?) or building a set piece for one of the many local productions.

The Theatre doubles as the protective hub in times of need, so beyond arts education and babysitting, your character may also be tasked with shoring up those defenses, helping to fortify the walls, or other such tasks. And who knows, they may be paired off with someone else rather unexpectedly!

AID STATION

Sunya Hyacinth is the local medical doctor, fueled by coffee and spite. She doesn't have the time to recruit personally — she's flitting about the aid station seeing to the injured.

If you follow her, she will put you to work. Hold this stent, articulate this dislocation, take this blood pressure reading. If anyone appears to have a proficiency for this sort of work, she may inquire after credentials — and anyone who seems to have medical experience is going to immediately be handed the medic's armband, a white band with a blue cross emblazoned on it. This armband will grant any PC an extra amount of respect and trust from the Adamant's survivors — but you'd better be able to live up to it!

Feel free to treat any injured PCs, converse with other 'recruits', help pin that white and blue arm-band on... you know, anything under the sun. Some of the patients in the medical bay seem to be suffering from the adverse effects of some of the local flora — itching hives or burning pustules. One unfortunate soul seems only able to speak in limericks, which the medical staff will admit is one of the odder things they’ve seen.

SANITATION

CONTENT WARNING: DRUG REFERENCES

It's a dirty job, but somebody's gotta do it! There are always latrines to be dug, pipes to be repaired, general maintenance to be done on the various sanitation systems.

A nervous-looking janitor will approach your character almost shyly, and ask if you wouldn't mind giving her a hand. If you are willing to help her (fix a pipe, dig a hole, etc), she will gradually warm up to you and seem more animated and lively and very, very grateful. Won't you please consider working with the Sanitation crew? Sure, it's not as glamorous as some of the other duties, but they're the backbone of the Basecamp and they could really use the help!

She'll even let you in on a little secret if you really butter her up or show an interest — the Sanitation Crew? Totally has a little underground greenhouse where they're growing marijuana. They're totally willing to share...

Feel free to dig latrines alongside your fellow PCs, or maybe even share a joint. It's a way to pass the time, right? PCs serving in sanitation will also have an easier time overhearing the gossip that spreads around the base, since no one looks twice at them.

COMMUNITY OUTREACH

CONTENT WARNING: REFERENCES TO MASS DEATH

During their first two weeks in the basecamp, any character who stops by one of the various houses of worship (in addition to a church, a synagogue, and a mosque, there is a temple with small statues to fifteen different unfamiliar deities, many of whom seem to be from different faiths), the gymnasium, or the mess hall will come across a stand that hosts a dozen or so packages.

Wrapped in the black emergency blankets that many bring with them to and from the bunks, these packages are about one cubic foot and contain folded clothes in roughly the same sizes. The styles are all different and highly individualized. Some are luxe, some are basic, and some are clearly the undershirt (but not the proper outerwear) for uniforms of the Adamant’s crew. Warm-faced folks eagerly give out a single package to each new hatchling. Along with the clothing and blanket, hatchlings will receive basic packages containing basic toiletries — bar soap, a toothbrush, a straight razor, etc.

Come by at the wrong time, and you might see a fight break out. A young person, red-faced, shouts at the volunteers working these stands, “Those were our people! Our families! We should be the one to decide what’s done with what they left behind.”

In hushed tones, clearly trying to keep this from becoming a conflict, the lead volunteer insists, “Take it up with Captain Childe.”


A few notes:
Feel free to have your character sign on to help out with any of the listed divisions, with the exception of security.

☆ Characters may collect one (1) care package from the community outreach program. If your character intends to come back for more, please let us know in the Mod Questions thread.

☆ Feel free to ask for light NPC interactions in the MOD QUESTIONS header; we can give you a general idea of how a conversation might go! Like with the Captain Childe threads, none of these threads will be lengthy, and new tag-ins will not be responded to after MAY 24.

❀ THE DREAMING

You are standing at the edge of an immense, underground lake. Water laps at the shore, echoing in the cavern. There is a sense of peace and warmth and — welcome.

A creature emerges from the lake and approaches you. Its gills flutter, its eyes are a faint bioluminescent glow in the darkness. It reaches out to touch you — one long, elegant finger presses against your chest. It feels as if it might crack your sternum open and ferret beneath your bones as if looking, looking for something. Yet, there is no malice from it, and you feel no fear.

But the creature relents. It backs up. Bows to you once, and then turns and walks back into the water.

You stay for some time at the edge of the lake. Eventually, it seems as if another person is here with you, or perhaps they simply came into focus after being here just as long as you. Should you speak with them?

A few notes:
PCs may interact with one another in the dreams. They will be in a semi-conscious state, not wholly aware they are dreaming and not wholly under the impression of its normalcy.

☆ Your character will wake up naturally from the Dreaming, they will feel peaceful and refreshed.
The lake, if they choose to swim in it while dreaming, would be perceived as the perfect ambient temperature for them — some characters may prefer it to be warmer or colder!

☆ If they duck below the water, they will see far-off glittering city lights, but no matter how they try to swim towards them they will never get any closer!

☆ If your character tries to drink the water, they might notice that for a few minutes after they wake they can hear little snippets of NPC thoughts. Weird!

☆ Every character will have a small, pale lilac mark where they were touched on the chest. It will fade over the next few days.

❀ FETCH QUEST

CONTENT WARNING: REFERENCES TO LIGHT APHRODISIAC EFFECTS

A small, perky woman corrals you somewhere near the latrines. "Hey!" she says insistently, pushing her hat back and sending a spill of inky curls askew from her forehead. "We need a hand. There's this plant we get for Sunya — the Doc? You met her yet? — it's a painkiller. Go through a shitload of that, which I'm sure is quite surprising," she says all this in a single breath, and her expression is sour despite her cheery tone.

"You any good at botany? We need another round of Starspire root. Can't harvest the ones we've got in camp, they've been a little cranky lately. You'll have to go about four kilometers due west, towards the old Adamant wreck. Just watch them — if they start to sweat, you'll need to get under cover, means the acid rain is coming. I'll upload the specs to your Comm."

Seems like you're being partnered with somebody else for the run — another person looking perhaps about as equally haggard as you, and at least as equally voluntold. Hopefully you won't run into any difficulties — how hard can retrieving one plant be?

A few notes:
☆ Feel free to have random monster encounters along the way! Don’t forget to wait for approvals on bestiary submissions before incorporating them into threads.

☆ The plants are at a high elevation, so they will exist on rocky outcroppings along a cliff-face. The landscape here is mostly high desert, which means it is full of thin, calf-high grasses, scrub plants, and non arable land polluted by dense, alkaline soil and rocks. Be creative in how you get there!

☆ Somebody gets hurt? Here, chew this root! They said it was a painkiller, right? What's the worst that could happen? (People can get a little ... flirtatious, shall we say.)

☆ Or you could go one step further and try exploring portions of the Adamant! Remember, the ship itself was built to house seventy thousand people — it's the size of a city, and it cannot be adequately explored in an afternoon! If you'd like anything specific to come of this, or if you’d like to know specifics about the Adamant’s layout, please consider submitting a plot request!.

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[personal profile] trassel 2021-05-25 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
— Fine.

[ Fine. Think of it like the shower, do it, get it over with. Matthias's jaw clenches briefly, and then he nods at her to lead the way. ]
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[personal profile] neversmall 2021-05-25 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
[ He's humoring her, though it looks like it pains him. She gives Matthias a quick little smile and turns to lead the way to one of the dressing rooms.

Dear reader, I would like to say that Nina simply forgot to button up her blouse as she went, but that would not be the case. She considered buttoning up the blouse, and then decided, overall, to leave it.

She enters the small dressing room and turns on the light, stepping to the side as the door shuts behind Matthias.

...instantly, her awareness of him increases. It is a small space and he is not a small person. She presses her lips together as her concern for him fades into the background.

Lightly, teasing, with an undertone of wicked: ]
Should I offer to turn around?
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[personal profile] trassel 2021-05-25 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ This fact has not gone unnoticed. Nor has it that they are now in a very small room, which is not unlike a small cave, or an empty hut. Heat that had flared from the time of the whaler's hut licks at his insides, but her wicked invitation is simply returned with a stony mask. There's no joy in that play for him now, not when he is this close to feeling suffocated. This is not — ]

[ This is not how any of it should go, and whatever reason she may have for it can't stir him elsewhere. ]

Just stay there.

[ Maybe she should look, and have to feel as off-balance as he does. Those damned buttons. Matthias strips off his outer coat, knowing that he can't just pull his collar down, he will have to remove the shirt. ]

[ Which he does, without a word, and starts turning it inside out that he can put it back on quickly. ]

Here it is.

[ In the centre of his chest, just over his heart. ]
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[personal profile] neversmall 2021-05-25 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ Nina stays there. And since he doesn't say she can't look, she looks.

And.

He is. So beautiful. Iron molded over marble, not that that makes any sense, but cut from all things strong and golden, lean and fast. It's entirely unfair, and she bites her lip. ]
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[personal profile] neversmall 2021-05-25 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ She sees the mark on his chest as he presents himself to her almost defiantly, his face set to Stern. And -- Saints -- all she wants to do is ignore the entire reason why she asked him to come in there, wrap her arms around him, and finish what they didn't get a chance to start in the inn.

But her concern for him is a hotter brand in her chest than her desire for him, and that is the motivating force when she takes a half-step closer. ]


May I? [ She makes an abbreviated movement with her hand, stretching out to touch him before yanking her hand back to her side. ] I just want to make sure you're all right, [ is her raw confession. ]
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[personal profile] trassel 2021-05-25 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
[ With five words of clarity, tension evaporates. Matthias gives her an annoyed look, which barely stings, as it colours with fondness. ]

Nina, why would I not be all right? It wasn't an evil spirit!

[ He huffs, shaking his head. She's close enough that he can deftly deal with those buttons, and he does, with four precise motions. Then he curls his fingers lightly over her wrist. She reached three-quarters of the way, now it's his turn. Yes, of course she may. ]

[ More gently, ]

Were you afraid of it, that is why?
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[personal profile] neversmall 2021-05-25 11:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ Nina blinks, her jaw dropping open slightly as she glances down while Matthias' hands reach out and button up her blouse.

Honestly! She's not sure if she should be offended or flattered. Impossible man - that's - that's just (hot) ridiculous is what it is!

A small laugh escapes her as he curls a hand around one of her wrists, the old bargain. ]


Matthias! [ Incredulous, amused, astonished and very, very tempted. She shakes her head as if to try to shake it off before lifting that hand and resting it flat on his chest - she'd meant to give him the barrier of his hand, but he'd curled that hand around her wrist instead, and this was hardly the first time she'd touched him over his heart. She focuses, and then continues. ]

Maybe I was a little scared of it at first. But it didn't seem like it wanted to hurt me. More like... it was looking for something.
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[personal profile] trassel 2021-05-25 12:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Look, either one of them or both of them have to be extremely immodest, and Matthias' quota is currently maxed out, what with not having a shirt on. Anyway, her reaction is delightful. He smirks, despite himself — a good surprise. He probably will not be able to make this move again easily. ]

Yes, Nina.

[ She's not using her power on him. Not muddling with his insides, speeding up his heart. It skips a little at contact, but remains ever steady. Her palm is just over the middle of the lilac mark; Nina can see it between her fingers. ]

That's what it felt like. And it was happy to see us. We will be meeting again.
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[personal profile] neversmall 2021-05-25 12:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She'd say you haven't seen extremely immodest yet, Matthias Helvar, except you have, so you ought to know the difference between that and four buttons.

Either way, she doesn't take advantage. She isn't even tempted to, despite how warm and solid and alive he is beneath her hand; this isn't how she'll have her way with him. She contents herself with the knowledge that nothing feels like a ticking time bomb inside of him and then she drops her hand, takes a half-step back so he can more easily shrug on his shirt. ]


Why do you say that?

[ That it was happy to see them; that they would see it again. ]
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[personal profile] trassel 2021-05-25 12:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Except he doesn't quite let her hand go. It's no grip she couldn't free herself of with a light tug, but she's not the only one who's noticed they sleep apart from each other instead of their perfect crescent. He'd already chosen a berth before he found her; what happens now is trading spaces until he gets something near, but Matthias isn't so willing to give up the one he's got at a nice corner. ]

Because...

[ ... He doesn't actually know how to explain, and fumbles a bit, then, ]

... The water.

[ He'd gone swimming; it'd felt like home. Not the training camp in Djerholm, not any part of his life that was touched by that. But home, the village, the water had cured something of the longing and pain. It had been precisely that temperature. ]

The spirits grant wishes, sometimes. I am sure that was one of mine.
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>D

[personal profile] neversmall 2021-05-25 12:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Nina does not free herself.

She is very aware of the heat and the bare skin of him, but she doesn't look away from him as he does what he rarely does - fumbles. His certainty is the core of who he is; this must be something that goes deep.

She doesn't quite follow him, though she knows the water is sacred in Fjerda. She gathers enough to know he's felt he had a wish fulfilled, but she doesn't see what it was.

Quietly, looking at him, leaning just the slightest bit toward him the way a sunflower leans toward the sun: ]


Tell me?
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[personal profile] trassel 2021-05-25 01:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Tell her. How? This isn't something she can understand from language classes at the Little Palace. These are the nooks and crannies that only one completely immersed may see. Even if he does somehow manage to explain, it will always be strange to her. She'd been wary of it — afraid enough to try and lure him here and see for herself that his heart still beat and his body still worked like it should. ]

The water... [ Again, he fumbles. ] It knew. About me.

[ The water had delighted his toes and felt like an embrace. He'd heard of visions, sometimes, from others, when Djel spoke to them, strange dreams or spirits, but how to express that he hadn't thought he'd have the privilege? What was this, if not the spirit of life, reaching to him? ]

[ But that sentence probably doesn't make any sense to her, even if she might've heard it in perfect Ravkan. Matthias changes tracks, as he lets her hand go and puts on his shirt, to give himself something to do. Then, ]

Did you go swimming?
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[personal profile] neversmall 2021-05-26 12:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ Nina doesn't sigh when he lets go of her hand or indulge in a moue of disappointment when he puts on his shirt. Her attention is level upon him, a steady weight. The more he talks, the more she realizes how this must have tapped into something deep inside him, and the more determined she is not to be moved until she understands all the ways this experience and his understanding overlap.

...she's a little worried. There was something Other about the experience, but... she does not think it was Djel. And she knows how Matthias, Matthias who has told her he is not her enemy, might respond. He'd have thought himself forsaken and cast out, having not yet come around to what she keeps trying to tell him -- that the gifts Grisha have connect to life, and are not perversions of life. To have thought that, and then experienced a visitation from a spirit that aligns up enough with his beliefs that he might feel affirmed.... and then to discover it may not be that at all...

Yes, she's a little worried. But she'll wait and see. ]


Yes, I remember swimming.
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[personal profile] trassel 2021-05-26 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
The way it felt. Wasn't it water you'd swam in before?

[ Texture, opacity, even taste, as he'd just cruised around in it, enjoying the relief it brought to his limbs. The most recent memory is of the great and terrible ocean — the storm, and what it had brought them. He never hated the open water, but he knows he's got a healthy wariness of it now. ]
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[personal profile] neversmall 2021-05-26 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ Nina's open to being wrong. She considers what it is that he's saying, but her connection with water has never been what his is. ]

It's hard for me to remember that much about the way the water felt, [ she confesses. ] I do remember that it felt the perfect temperature to swim - a little cool, that warms as you move in it. Why do you ask?
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[personal profile] trassel 2021-05-26 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ Yes, that sounds right. She would not have much reason to take down notes on it, when she had not even been expecting what he had seen. ]

Mine was from the time my father taught me to swim.

[ So precise it could only have been a memory — one he wasn't even sure he could still revisit — but it'd been done, and without pain. ]

It was a wish I didn't know about.
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[personal profile] neversmall 2021-05-26 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ This is the first time Nina remembers hearing Matthias talk about his family. It feels more intimate than watching him strip off his shirt. It would be infinitely more rude to stare at this than at his nakedness.

Said quietly: ]


I see. And that's why you think it was a wej?
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[personal profile] trassel 2021-05-26 01:40 am (UTC)(link)
Obviously it was a wej. It was not anything else.

[ Annoyance coats over all the words — maybe this sounds like crazy superstition, to her? He's not actually sure, but he's not going to concede he may have been mistaken about it when... nothing felt wrong. It was no blight or demon, it was the nearest thing to home he'd had since he turned his back on it, and the pull is strong. ]
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[personal profile] neversmall 2021-05-26 01:50 am (UTC)(link)
[ ...yup, there it was. What she'd been worried about. She doesn't want to take a hatchet to what comforts him, but she doesn't want him to be built up on a false foundation either. ]

I wasn't aware you had so much experience with wej that you could identify one on sight, in a dream, in an alien planet. [ Her hand goes up, underneath her locket, to brush against her newly buttoned buttons and over the small lilac mark. ] I certainly haven't. For all I know, it may very well be a wej -- of this place. It certainly... felt like it belonged here. Didn't you feel that too?
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[personal profile] trassel 2021-05-26 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ Sometimes, it feels like they understand each other completely. ]

[ At other times, it feels like he could shout for hours and Nina wouldn't hear or understand a word he said. She may not have meant judgement, but judgement is what he hears in the first half of her words, and his mouth presses into a line, drawing himself in towards his own body. ]

It is of this world.

[ His tone is flat. ]

If it is something else, then its nature will become clear. [ with slightly more force in the words, ] As I said, we will be meeting again.

[ But right now, he very much feels she should have just let it be. (But she so rarely lets him be.) ]
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[personal profile] neversmall 2021-05-26 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ She watches him physically close off from her and Nina wants to turn and punch a wall. To do so would be to invite a tone of violence to this that she never wants to see, so she has no outlet for her sudden flare of hurt and frustration. Aggravating, arrogant, impossible -- what is she doing? What is he doing?

At times it feels like the only way to move forward with Matthias is to bare her heart wide open, shave off a piece of her defenses, and wait for him to hurt her and walk away. But each time she's managed to do it... well... I will keep you warm. He hasn't walked away.

Her hands flop out at her side, the sides of loosely curled fists hitting back against her hips. ]


You sound so certain. [ He always sounds so certain. ] Forgive me if I question and try to understand. Everything here is so different. I just don't want you to rush to conclusions or be disappointed. And I am trying to understand.

[ Both his perspective... and just what had happened, why they were all, suddenly, here. ]
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[personal profile] trassel 2021-05-26 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ Not a heartbeat ago he had been frustrated with her for not understanding, when it had come to Alina. And now — shame floods him, at having shut off the second she did try to understand, question what he'd seen and felt to be able to look at it properly. She is so different, and nothing of this is easy, but she's always worth the pursuit. ]

[ It had hurt more, then. It barely stings now that Matthias can recognise it. He sighs, takes a step towards her to reach for her hand. ]

It's certain because that's what it was. Maybe next time it will be something else, and it may be disappointing. Last night, it was not.

[ And she doesn't have to flit around him, hands joined, willing to defend every part of his internal structure. He needs no shield, and Nina isn't that besides; Nina is a hailstorm, a cataclysm. ]

Can that be enough?
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[personal profile] neversmall 2021-05-26 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
[ She'd say yes to almost anything, if he took her hand and looked at her like that.

(Once again, he hadn't hurt her and walked away.)

...Saints, he was calling her out on being over-protective. And in this humbling moment, Nina realized he was right. She so desperately didn't want him to regret her, to regret the choice that they made and never got to see through before this happened; she so desperately didn't want what they had to turn sour and bitter and become poison within him that she was trying to cushion him from things that he needed to face on his own.

That didn't mean she was wrong to question what had happened. And it wasn't wrong to try to keep someone you... cared for... from being hurt. (She did wake up with Trassel under her hammock every morning.) But... she needed to trust him in a way she wasn't sure she could. Well. At least she could try.

Nina tugged his hand to pull him closer and stepped in herself to wrap her other arm around his waist and rest her head against his chest. ]


This can be.

[ Hug her back. 8|

This is very hard. But it's worth it. ]
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[personal profile] trassel 2021-05-26 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ This is very hard. But not every movement on the path feels like fighting an avalanche. There's flow, and it leads Matthias to wrap both arms gently around her, to rest his chin on the crown of her head. Hugging her back. If there's ever a role he plays without thought and without hesitation, it's that of her protector. If it's comfort she needs, she need not even reach for him, he would step forward towards her. ]

You're so devious; [ he whispers, lightly, ] it takes time, to see what you're really asking. But I warned you I would not be fooled.
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[personal profile] neversmall 2021-05-26 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not trying to fool you, [ she repeats, hearing what he's not saying. This isn't an apology; he doesn't owe her one. It is an explanation. They are still learning each other. He was only himself and that is all she wants from him.

She does feel a bit of a pang at hearing devious - treacherous - again, a bit of fear. But, well, she is devious. And he doesn't seem to mind. And she isn't being devious with him, and somehow that's all right too.

This is, if not the first time, than one of the first times they have been this close, pressed against each other since they arrived in this weird planet, dripping in goo. It feels like having a bone set, to be close to him again, like some part of her heart that was holding its breath finally got to sigh with relief, and then inhale.

Lightly: ]
So count yourself lucky.

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