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◣ OPEN ◢ HATCHING LOG 001

WHO: All PCs
WHAT: New characters arrive on Ethyraia, get interrogated, and settle in at the basecamp.
WHEN: May 21 onward
WHERE: Basecamp Leviathan
NOTES/WARNINGS: Potential character nudity, violence, trypophobia (images) as well as light mentions of gore, alcohol and drug-use, light aphrodisiac effects (optional), and references to mass death.


HATCHING LOG 001 ❀
CONTENT WARNINGS: potential character nudity, violence, trypophobia (images) as well as light mentions of gore, alcohol and drug-use, light aphrodisiac effects (optional), and references to mass death.

Players who participated in our TDM are welcome to keep their CR and the content of those threads. Please make sure to chat this out on the OOC intro & CR meme before making assumptions. Please take your time reading the hatching and basecamp bullets, as some items have been altered or expanded.

❀ HATCHING


Congrats, you've woken up in an egg. I'm sure this is exactly how you wanted to spend your Saturday, right? There's no time to get curious and check out the other egg sacs. By the time you've fought your way out of the membranous sac, spilled electric blue goop everywhere, wiped it out of your eyes and sundry other orifices to get your bearings, you have a spear (or a gun) leveled at your face, throat, or other vital organs. Even if you might be inclined to fight, you can barely lift your arms to protest being grabbed and dragged off. Before you can even get a word in edgewise, you've been thrown into a holding cell.

Characters will not have a chance to retrieve their items at the time of the first hatching, and may not even know there is anything left in the remaining eggs.

The holding cell stinks of something sour and acidic, like rotted citrus, but you are not alone. Several other detainees sit in similar squalid confusion, dressed strangely and equally gooey. Time to make nice, ask questions... figure out what the hell is going on, and maybe do something about all that slime?

Over the next few days, a few things become clear. Despite the alien greeting, your captors speak a language that you understand, and the unpleasant circumstances are revealed to be a matter of necessity, not choice. Supplies are low, but they ensure that the new arrivals' time imprisoned is as painless as can be — they offer hot communal showers of less than three minutes, some strange starchy meal-replacement, and medical treatment to those in need. You might strike up a conversation with your new best friend in the shower over a low soap dispenser or when you realize you might need to share towels.

The cost of these luxuries comes in the form of touch-and-go interrogation by the security officers keeping tabs on the cells and supervising the shower time.

A few notes:
Your character may get pulled away for interrogation at some point. No torture, no drugs; just questioning. If you would like to thread this out, please reply to CAPT CHILDE'S top level comment! A caveat: threads will not go beyond (TEN) NPC replies, and new tag-ins will not be responded to after MAY 24.

☆ Locals will be stopping by outside the freestanding holding cells to ogle or ask questions. Are you really going to be mean to that little kid staring at you with wide eyes?

☆ Characters will be let out for bio breaks. No one has to pee in a bucket, that's just inhumane!

Attempts to escape will probably get you tasered. If your character composes a genius jailbreak, you are welcome to submit it in the MOD QUESTION comment to work out how that might go with the NPCs!

❀ EXPLORE THE BASECAMP

On the heels of a little benign interrogation, a medical inspection, and a stern talking to by Captain Childe, the survivors at Basecamp Leviathan determine one thing: you don't appear to be an active threat.

Released from the detention center after three days, you are given the run-down by the locals — you're on a planet called Ethyraia, and the people around you are survivors of the catastrophic crash of the UCSS Adamant several years prior. You, in fact, showed up on the third anniversary of the crash. Weird coincidence, huh?

The first order of the day is having a proper meal at the mess hall — some of the Adamant's survivors will be friendlier than others. They've been stranded here for years, remember? Some of them will be so desperate to talk to someone who has news of other places, and some will be giving you the cold shoulder.

You'll be fed the same as the rest of them. A plastic plate of crumbled protein of unidentifiable origin and gravy over rice with a single wilted stalk of broccoli and a cup of the worst coffee you've ever had. Maybe somebody bumps into you and spills said coffee, maybe you make it all the way to one of the long tables set out for communal eating.

Time to strike up a chat with your neighbor — maybe ask them to pass the salt?

(What do you mean, there's no salt!?)

During this time, characters will be able to return to the Central Chrysalis where they hatched. While there are no clues as to how they got there, they might find items — their own, or someone else's. Everyone is strapped for supplies, but try not to snatch up anything that isn't yours. The security officers don't look kindly on people chasing one other down the hall, trying to get back their dirty magazines.

A few notes:
☆ Feel free to help out anywhere. Every little bit of assistance you offer to the locals will raise their estimation of you. You could easily help clean dishes after the meal, help fix leaky piping or repair hammocks. You could stop by the aid station and assist with the wounded. You'll be watched closely and some of the survivors will be warier than others, but most will appreciate the opportunity to have a 'break'.

☆ If your character leaves the basecamp and wanders outside the Leviathan, they may begin to notice that what they perhaps took as a giant cave is actually an enormous dragon. Everything that seems human-made will look varying levels of worn down, patched, repaired and patched again. This is not a place of prosperity and happiness. Many people are recently injured, or have new scars or missing limbs.

☆ PCs will be warned about the acid rain and inhospitable wildlife that they'll face if they venture beyond the shade of the dragon's wings.

❀ RECRUITMENT FAIR



You've been here for a week, had a chance to show your mettle. Maybe you've demonstrated a propensity for fixing gadgets (or plumbing!) or you have the command of a natural leader and the ability to wield a gun (or a tire iron!) to great effect. Either way, the Adamant's survivors are eager to put you to work so they can have their first real 'days off' in three years! Survivors have set up their various areas in the hopes of catching your attention and (possibly!) bolster their numbers! Feel free to wander around, talk to other PCs, and get the lay of the land.

ENGINEERING CORPS

Thorkil has welded a sign to a post out front, cheerfully painted by a gaggle of children to say "WELCOME!" The children are crowded around the area, and Thorkil is telling them stories about one of his many tattoos as you approach — he has a magnificent eagle tattooed on his arm, and in a hush he is explaining how it landed on him and tried to bite him like a mosquito, and how he slapped it and it just splattered right there on his arm and he's never been able to wash it off!

The children seem mesmerized by the story (maybe you are too?) and will scatter at the story's conclusion, tugging you over to the various areas, pointing things out excitedly. What is an Ehlers-Chau sublight engine? You're about to find out whether you like it or not! Or maybe you can teach them a thing or two. Those who seem to know their stuff will be eagerly invited on board by Thorkil.

The Engineering division has salvaged its tools and scrap from the Adamant’s wreckage, so it has all of the essentials from metal mills to CNC routers to circuitry tools. A holo projector throws schematics on the wall — a drill, a few potential shelter ideas for long-term settlement, and a new communications tower.

SECURITY DIVISION

Rémi has barely deigned to participate — and seems to have done so only at the request of some of his companions. He's sitting at an unadorned table and he is cleaning a variety of weapons. He will scowl if approached, and seems openly mistrustful of your intentions should you speak to him. Questions about how a conversation with Rémi might go may be posted to the MOD QUESTIONS thread. (Note: We will not be threading Rémi, so these questions will be handwaved!)

Characters who make a positive impression on him will open up the avenue to work for the Security Division later, but he will not be extending any offers now — please allow for a realistic period of development here!

Feel free to lean into another PC's space and comment on how frosty that dude seems! You can also survey the various weapons stored in racks, help out with building spears, the usual suspects.

THEATRE

The theatre doubles as a childcare center, and many of the NPCs bustling about seem very excited and eager for the chance to talk to anyone who ventures in to visit. The theatre is bright and cheerful, paintings have been done on the walls of scenes from children's stories featuring colorful characters.

The thespians will not only try to recruit you (for acting in a play, for teaching, for script writing, for drawing on the walls or caring for children) but they will actively put you to work if they see you standing idle longer than a moment! Your character may find themselves with a paintbrush in hand, or taking part in a recital for a play (you're free to invent one, or put a new spin on an old classic! Romeo and Julio, anyone?) or building a set piece for one of the many local productions.

The Theatre doubles as the protective hub in times of need, so beyond arts education and babysitting, your character may also be tasked with shoring up those defenses, helping to fortify the walls, or other such tasks. And who knows, they may be paired off with someone else rather unexpectedly!

AID STATION

Sunya Hyacinth is the local medical doctor, fueled by coffee and spite. She doesn't have the time to recruit personally — she's flitting about the aid station seeing to the injured.

If you follow her, she will put you to work. Hold this stent, articulate this dislocation, take this blood pressure reading. If anyone appears to have a proficiency for this sort of work, she may inquire after credentials — and anyone who seems to have medical experience is going to immediately be handed the medic's armband, a white band with a blue cross emblazoned on it. This armband will grant any PC an extra amount of respect and trust from the Adamant's survivors — but you'd better be able to live up to it!

Feel free to treat any injured PCs, converse with other 'recruits', help pin that white and blue arm-band on... you know, anything under the sun. Some of the patients in the medical bay seem to be suffering from the adverse effects of some of the local flora — itching hives or burning pustules. One unfortunate soul seems only able to speak in limericks, which the medical staff will admit is one of the odder things they’ve seen.

SANITATION

CONTENT WARNING: DRUG REFERENCES

It's a dirty job, but somebody's gotta do it! There are always latrines to be dug, pipes to be repaired, general maintenance to be done on the various sanitation systems.

A nervous-looking janitor will approach your character almost shyly, and ask if you wouldn't mind giving her a hand. If you are willing to help her (fix a pipe, dig a hole, etc), she will gradually warm up to you and seem more animated and lively and very, very grateful. Won't you please consider working with the Sanitation crew? Sure, it's not as glamorous as some of the other duties, but they're the backbone of the Basecamp and they could really use the help!

She'll even let you in on a little secret if you really butter her up or show an interest — the Sanitation Crew? Totally has a little underground greenhouse where they're growing marijuana. They're totally willing to share...

Feel free to dig latrines alongside your fellow PCs, or maybe even share a joint. It's a way to pass the time, right? PCs serving in sanitation will also have an easier time overhearing the gossip that spreads around the base, since no one looks twice at them.

COMMUNITY OUTREACH

CONTENT WARNING: REFERENCES TO MASS DEATH

During their first two weeks in the basecamp, any character who stops by one of the various houses of worship (in addition to a church, a synagogue, and a mosque, there is a temple with small statues to fifteen different unfamiliar deities, many of whom seem to be from different faiths), the gymnasium, or the mess hall will come across a stand that hosts a dozen or so packages.

Wrapped in the black emergency blankets that many bring with them to and from the bunks, these packages are about one cubic foot and contain folded clothes in roughly the same sizes. The styles are all different and highly individualized. Some are luxe, some are basic, and some are clearly the undershirt (but not the proper outerwear) for uniforms of the Adamant’s crew. Warm-faced folks eagerly give out a single package to each new hatchling. Along with the clothing and blanket, hatchlings will receive basic packages containing basic toiletries — bar soap, a toothbrush, a straight razor, etc.

Come by at the wrong time, and you might see a fight break out. A young person, red-faced, shouts at the volunteers working these stands, “Those were our people! Our families! We should be the one to decide what’s done with what they left behind.”

In hushed tones, clearly trying to keep this from becoming a conflict, the lead volunteer insists, “Take it up with Captain Childe.”


A few notes:
Feel free to have your character sign on to help out with any of the listed divisions, with the exception of security.

☆ Characters may collect one (1) care package from the community outreach program. If your character intends to come back for more, please let us know in the Mod Questions thread.

☆ Feel free to ask for light NPC interactions in the MOD QUESTIONS header; we can give you a general idea of how a conversation might go! Like with the Captain Childe threads, none of these threads will be lengthy, and new tag-ins will not be responded to after MAY 24.

❀ THE DREAMING

You are standing at the edge of an immense, underground lake. Water laps at the shore, echoing in the cavern. There is a sense of peace and warmth and — welcome.

A creature emerges from the lake and approaches you. Its gills flutter, its eyes are a faint bioluminescent glow in the darkness. It reaches out to touch you — one long, elegant finger presses against your chest. It feels as if it might crack your sternum open and ferret beneath your bones as if looking, looking for something. Yet, there is no malice from it, and you feel no fear.

But the creature relents. It backs up. Bows to you once, and then turns and walks back into the water.

You stay for some time at the edge of the lake. Eventually, it seems as if another person is here with you, or perhaps they simply came into focus after being here just as long as you. Should you speak with them?

A few notes:
PCs may interact with one another in the dreams. They will be in a semi-conscious state, not wholly aware they are dreaming and not wholly under the impression of its normalcy.

☆ Your character will wake up naturally from the Dreaming, they will feel peaceful and refreshed.
The lake, if they choose to swim in it while dreaming, would be perceived as the perfect ambient temperature for them — some characters may prefer it to be warmer or colder!

☆ If they duck below the water, they will see far-off glittering city lights, but no matter how they try to swim towards them they will never get any closer!

☆ If your character tries to drink the water, they might notice that for a few minutes after they wake they can hear little snippets of NPC thoughts. Weird!

☆ Every character will have a small, pale lilac mark where they were touched on the chest. It will fade over the next few days.

❀ FETCH QUEST

CONTENT WARNING: REFERENCES TO LIGHT APHRODISIAC EFFECTS

A small, perky woman corrals you somewhere near the latrines. "Hey!" she says insistently, pushing her hat back and sending a spill of inky curls askew from her forehead. "We need a hand. There's this plant we get for Sunya — the Doc? You met her yet? — it's a painkiller. Go through a shitload of that, which I'm sure is quite surprising," she says all this in a single breath, and her expression is sour despite her cheery tone.

"You any good at botany? We need another round of Starspire root. Can't harvest the ones we've got in camp, they've been a little cranky lately. You'll have to go about four kilometers due west, towards the old Adamant wreck. Just watch them — if they start to sweat, you'll need to get under cover, means the acid rain is coming. I'll upload the specs to your Comm."

Seems like you're being partnered with somebody else for the run — another person looking perhaps about as equally haggard as you, and at least as equally voluntold. Hopefully you won't run into any difficulties — how hard can retrieving one plant be?

A few notes:
☆ Feel free to have random monster encounters along the way! Don’t forget to wait for approvals on bestiary submissions before incorporating them into threads.

☆ The plants are at a high elevation, so they will exist on rocky outcroppings along a cliff-face. The landscape here is mostly high desert, which means it is full of thin, calf-high grasses, scrub plants, and non arable land polluted by dense, alkaline soil and rocks. Be creative in how you get there!

☆ Somebody gets hurt? Here, chew this root! They said it was a painkiller, right? What's the worst that could happen? (People can get a little ... flirtatious, shall we say.)

☆ Or you could go one step further and try exploring portions of the Adamant! Remember, the ship itself was built to house seventy thousand people — it's the size of a city, and it cannot be adequately explored in an afternoon! If you'd like anything specific to come of this, or if you’d like to know specifics about the Adamant’s layout, please consider submitting a plot request!.

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[personal profile] sunmon 2021-05-25 05:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the long, tense silence suggests the insult without him ever needing to say it. alina, on the other hand, is sheepish. she makes herself small and grateful, ducking her head and thanking the volunteer. she turns into kirigan's side, keeping close as she starts back towards the door.

in her own silence, she contemplates her response. her new instinct is to placate him, to try to dial back the tension, but what would the alina starkov back at the little palace have said? she'd push her luck.
]

She's right you know. You are looking a little scruffy.

[ alina holds the bundle against her chest, but unties it so she can pick through the contents lightly. the printed text is unfamiliar, but she can draw a few conclusions about the bottles of hygiene products. there's one chalky brick that confuses her, and the packaging is made of some material she doesn't recognize, but they're supplies she's grateful for nonetheless.

it looks like idle sifting, but the truth is that she doesn't want to look at him while she ribs him. she might have to smile if she did.
]
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[personal profile] morozova 2021-05-25 06:46 pm (UTC)(link)
( a slow, feline blink.

it takes him a moment to realize she's joking. another to pick over his meager selection of answers to find something satisfying. )


I've had other concerns. Though I suppose I should be grateful for the fact that I won't have to look like a leshiy for the foreseeable future.
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[personal profile] sunmon 2021-05-25 07:33 pm (UTC)(link)
What other concerns? [ she scoffs. ] Shouldn't you be free of responsibilities, without the Second Army to worry about?

[ he can't very well work on the stag or ways to expand the fold from here. there is no war effort. no shu han.

she does, however, study his face now. they're not walking anywhere in particular. wandering, really, and alina as a result cants towards following his lead because she is focused instead on trying to ascertain whether or not he knows about matthias helvar and kaz brekker.
]
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[personal profile] morozova 2021-05-26 02:27 pm (UTC)(link)
We had just hatched from dragon's eggs, Alina.

( whether they belonged to the dragon, itself, or were as a result of some strange magical phenomenon remained to be determined, of course. but the implication is that perhaps even his vanity could take a backseat to figuring that out.

not that he'd managed. it had become quite clear that if there were any answers to be had here, they were unlikely to simply manifest because he desired them too. )


And I think you know better than to assume my responsibilities end simply because there is no army to lead.
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[personal profile] sunmon 2021-05-26 03:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Do I?

[ she studies him as if she were trying to peel something away, drill down into what's underneath. he holds so much back. she'd thought she'd known him, thought he'd revealed something of himself, and now she wants to understand which parts are a construction and which are real. but she's realizing it may be impossible to tell where the manipulation ends. ]

You haven't thought about it? How nice it is to be Aleksander again, instead of the sum of your ... [ she stumbles. ] Your ancestor's crimes? No debt. No penance. You're free of the Fold, even if Ravka is not.
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[personal profile] morozova 2021-05-26 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Sometimes.

( in the way of an idle fantasy or daydream. something nice to visit occasionally in those quiet, thoughtful moments but something that he had never really examined much beyond the necessity to think of anything other than war for a while. )

Though, my being here and not there doesn't eliminate the danger. Nor does it absolve me. I doubt even the destruction of the Fold could do that, truthfully.

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[personal profile] sunmon 2021-05-26 09:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she shivers. he really isn't going to be content with destroying the fold. he really wants to turn it into a weapon against the grisha's enemies — against his enemies.

and, maybe, against hers. alina rips out that weed before it can take root. it isn't welcome. she digs her fingers tighter into the edges of the fire blanket in her arms, trying to swallow down her discomfort. her hate.

maybe she's pressing her luck. maybe all of this is, and she'll come to regret her mistakes too soon because she can't keep it going. but for now, she can't stop herself. the reply bubbles out of her.
]

It wasn't your crime. [ that's what he claimed. ] What do you need absolution for?
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[personal profile] morozova 2021-05-26 10:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't I carry the weight of my forebears' mistakes?

( such a useful little fiction, that. one that's just easy enough to swallow that few would ever look beyond it.

he tilts his head to study her. )


Regardless, it was a Grisha that made the Fold. If I Grisha ends it, that will matter. After that, perhaps I'll finally retire.
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[personal profile] sunmon 2021-05-26 10:28 pm (UTC)(link)
I doubt it. You said yourself, you don't know it could satisfy you. [ a beat. that's not right. that makes it sound like there's any alternative to her success in destroying the fold. ] Will satisfy you.

[ had he thought she hadn't caught that slip? he must truly see her as naive. malleable. no wonder he is so terribly fond of her. how convenient, to have someone with precisely the power he needs and precisely the foolishness to let him wield it as he pleases.

tension ripples through her jaw. but instead of digging her teeth in, she takes a deep breath. a blander explanation.
]

The Fold has killed more than Grisha. And it wasn't the Fold that made otkazat'sya hate us. If you continue taking responsibility for the suffering of all Grisha, you'll never be satisfied. Honestly, it's a bit arrogant, isn't it?
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[personal profile] morozova 2021-05-27 12:50 am (UTC)(link)
Is that what I said? ( lightly, like he's surprised rather than offended. does alina realize just how much she sounds like his mother at this moment? it's almost enough to make him laugh. )

I was taught that the strong guard the weak. ( broadly-speaking. baghra's stance had always favoured their own survival, but she had been the one to lay the groundwork for this belief, regardless. and the certainty of his own strength. ) Perhaps it is arrogance, but do know of anyone stronger? Or willing to shoulder that burden?
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[personal profile] sunmon 2021-05-27 01:00 am (UTC)(link)
Well, if responsibility for all the Grisha, and the Black Heretic besides, has for some reason skipped your mother ...

[ which she points out only because she cannot help the jibe — it is so obvious, now that she knows. it is so obvious now that he gives her all of the adjacent information. is he waiting for her to figure it out? or is he just so arrogant and so thoroughly convinced that she is placid and foolish that there is nothing for him to fear, no matter what he says?

but she can't be. alina starkov was not born to hide. she is a fighter. she always has been. she comes to a stop. it's the most audacious thing she's ever said, and yet it comes out quickly, fluidly, because it comes from a place of hurt. the hurt that she's been nursing since the winter fete.
]

Am I not your equal?
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[personal profile] morozova 2021-05-27 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
My mother has never had a conscience. ( said with the sort of bitter knowing that can only be reserved for close family. ) I wouldn't expect her to grow one now.

( a pause follows. it's not that he hadn't suspected, or even actively encouraged this belief, but there's something in the way that she asks it now, naked and vulnerable, that surprises him. )

Is that what you really want? Even knowing what you know?

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[personal profile] sunmon 2021-05-27 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ the question terrifies her — not because she notices what it suggests that he could not readily say 'yes.' no, it terrifies her because it draws to mind the memory of how he had looked at her the night of the king's fete, and how she had wanted that moment to stretch out forever. it was intoxicating to imagine herself as someone powerful enough to justify the reverence he'd shown. the awe.

but he asks her to consider the fact that he is eternal. that being his equal would mean that she is, as well. loneliness comes with that, unless they are together. that loneliness looms over her like a storm front, promising fresh misery. it should be an old friend at this point, but she simply cannot bring herself to that. so it would tether her to him.

and whether he realizes it or not, she must therefore also consider the rest of what she knows. what he is. what he wants to do.

it should be an easy question to answer. she should be repulsed. but alina has never felt more herself than she did in the little palace, never more confident than when she allowed herself to imagine being his peer. if anything —
]

The only way for me to save Ravka is for it to be true. If it's not, then I'm not their hope. Not their saint. I'm a fraud. [ they've had that conversation before: the fear that the people would turn on her, as they'd turned on the black — ... on him. she searches his face, more afraid because of how drawn to him she feels as she makes the admission. ] I need it to be true.
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[personal profile] morozova 2021-05-27 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
Then you are. ( he says it like it really is that simple. perhaps because it is, at least in his mind. because being his equal is really so much more than simply matching his strength — she is not there, not yet, but she will be.

one day. )


And in the spirit of that, perhaps you might do me a favor?
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[personal profile] sunmon 2021-05-27 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ skepticism slips through the cracks of her very vulnerable, very honest expression before she can shutter it. ]

A favor?
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[personal profile] morozova 2021-05-27 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
Yes.

( his expression gives nothing away. then, rubbing at the stubble covering his jaw. )

Someone, whose opinion I evidently value, seems to think I'm in need of a shave. Perhaps you could assist? I would hate to disappoint her.
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[personal profile] sunmon 2021-05-27 02:52 am (UTC)(link)
[ she blinks owlishly, stuffing down the feelings that rise up in the back of her throat. the girl that she'd left behind in the little palace would be laughing, giddy, charmed. she would flourish.

but he has caught her off guard by pivoting too quickly, and she is not that girl.

instead, she feels placated. not really accepted as his peer, but only told what she needs to hear in order to continue like one of those beautiful exotic birds the king keeps: trotted out for performances, and caged. he cannot mean it, especially not with how easily he glides down to something much lower stakes, much less serious.

can he?

would it make a difference?

baghra's mockery hangs heavy around her shoulders. how foolish she was, before, to believe that this could ever be true. she wants to scream with protest, wants to demand to know why he went behind her back into her journals about the stag, why he had constructed such an elaborate lie about his past. but she knows why. she knows.

it should be impossible to want to be anything to him, knowing what she knows. the fact that it is not feels like some kind of turning point, some transition, and she desperately wants to turn back from it. but when she glances away, she only notices that they have reached the showers, and she'd been too wrapped up in speaking with him to notice.

she shakes off her surprise, blinks away her stony expression for one more dryly sarcastic.
]

Well, I would hate to earn the ire the woman in charge of distributing supplies. [ she gestures into the showers, inviting him to lead the way. ] I'll be certain to tell her of your esteem later.
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[personal profile] morozova 2021-05-28 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sure she'll care a great deal. ( a touch of wryness. in all likelihood, she'd have forgotten about him entirely by then. he's not so remarkable as to stick in the memory unless he's given them a real reason.

does alina realize just how badly that could have gone? she must have if she'd thrown her weight behind the woman, hoping to soften the blow. and it had worked, no less. he was getting soft.

the showers are quieter than usual. although that might be because of the hour. he's grateful for that, if only because there is something so very vulnerable about bearing his throat to a person. it's something he would rather avoid having witnessed. )


One wonders where they would have found shaving cream. ( this is mused aloud. it's an assumption, of course, as he's yet to really pick over the supplies and it would be perhaps exactly what he deserved if he had to suffer through this without the extra bit of comfort. )

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[personal profile] sunmon 2021-05-28 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe there's a lake of it to the southwest. We won't know until they turn over their maps.

[ she's not bitter about this at all. the highly limited functionality of the comm device is already too much for her to manage in terms of technology, but it's also the thing harboring all their maps — and she keeps getting ACCESS DENIED messages when she tries to open them. 'fatal error.' nonsense.

she sets her supplies down on a bench near the sinks and goes through the contents of the bundle.
] Looks like you're out of luck.

[ but she does produce a straight razor, unbending it at the hinge. it clicks into place as she opens it. ]

I'm not Ivan or some otkazat'sya servant. I've never done this before.
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[personal profile] morozova 2021-05-28 02:58 am (UTC)(link)
You mean you haven't already planned a grand escape? ( it's said just a touch too lightly with aleksander turning his head slightly, hoping to catch her reaction. )

Then we'll manage with soap.

( it will be less than ideal but still better than nothing. he sets down his own pack, finally, picking over the contents. )

It's not as difficult as it seems. All you have to do is not cut my throat.
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[personal profile] sunmon 2021-05-28 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ she goes very still for a moment. when she catches him looking at her, she flashes him a tight smile. ]

From the basecamp? [ he couldn't know about the little palace, could he? but it seems like he does. his mood, when they had first arrived ... it was more than just their circumstances. again she is keenly aware of how many barbs lay on the ground she treads. ] I wish.

[ she sets the razor aside and begins picking through the bottles of soap-like fluids. ]

I can't read any of these. I think this one's a hair oil. [ she holds it up and turns it around, squinting. ]
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[personal profile] morozova 2021-05-28 08:20 pm (UTC)(link)
A work in progress, then.

( he hasn't decided what to make of that pause, the one she hopes he hadn't noticed. every time he thinks he has a handle on her, on this situation, something happens that sets him questioning.

but it's not as if they aren't all chomping at the bit to see what extends beyond the camp perimeter, either. )


That should be fine. ( he holds out a hand for the bottle. it's better than nothing. better, really, than he'd expected to find here given the shortage of resources. ) I'm not accustomed to doing this out in the open, but needs must.
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[personal profile] sunmon 2021-05-29 01:39 am (UTC)(link)
Were you hoping to get me alone?

[ she hands the bottle over. he'll need to lather, first. she knows that much, at least. she gestures at his kefta with the open razor. ]

You should take that off. Unless you're hoping stray soap will take the last of the egg fluid out of it.
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You make it sound so insidious.

( granted, there's nothing to say that he hadn't absolutely intended to do just that. both to avoid the vulnerability of being seen that way by anyone unknown and because he was curious to see what she'd do. if she'd take the opportunity he was ready to hand her and try to do something unfortunate.

at her gesture, his gaze briefly drops before lifting back to catch hers. then, he slides the kefta from his shoulders. )


I'm beginning to wonder if I won't have to resort to something drastic, like incineration.
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[personal profile] sunmon 2021-05-29 04:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ alina takes the kefta from him, folds it over her arm. there's something familiar and comforting about the gesture. it is deceptively reassuring. nothing is as it was that morning, yet she can't help the tiny ache that wants to return to it.

she hangs the kefta on one of the hooks in an open locker.
]

The tunic and shirt too.

[ heat prickles her cheeks. it is one thing to progressively disrobe while pawing at one another in the moment. another to demand it when they're standing plainly apart, when she's not interested in letting him touch her. she had already seen him naked in the baths. it shouldn't be suggestive. but it is. and even as her chest grows lighter, something sits heavy as poison in her gut.

in a way, it is insidious. so she doesn't acknowledge the statement. only makes her quick demand.
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